Some Inner Thoughts
August 1, 2008 at 9:31 pm (Personal) (control, crucifying my flesh, God, self-reliance, the commitee, thoughts)
I am beginning a new chapter in my life. It may even be a new book. Feeling uninspired at this point- many thoughts run randomly through my head simultaneously. Like ideas in a blender, they swirl around my mind so quickly, I cannot sort them, organize them or express them. They are my constant companions- the commitee. Rarely do they recess but when they do, I can hear the voice of God. ‘I AM TEACHING YOU TO DEPOND UPON ME’ He said three times after I awoke and sat straight up in bed. That was eight years ago and I must continually remind myself that He is in control. Each new day brings challenges that I alone cannot meet. Letting go brings me peace. Crucifying my flesh is a process. Self-reliance failed.
